Wednesday, June 10, 2009
i'm in the dilemma. what should i do? ahh.
my aunt wants to introduce her relative son to me. im reject when she told me for the first time. seriously im sooo not good to get to know with a total stranger.then the second time she called and blahblah tell me the story. my cousin who is 4 years older than me reject way earlier. reason: busy with work, just start working..in order to save my aunt's "pride", i agreed and gave her my number. am i being friendly or naive here? i feel so stupid.
and now i feel irritated by him. im not being mean but really ah, we JUST know each other and being friends. it was total awkward. im super afraid he will have high hopes. my bro told me he is quite immature although he's 20 plus plus. i totally agree. LOL.
i told my family about it.
like duh syima. and guess what? my dad told me to ignore him HAHAHA. he told me i'm still young and no need to rush in this things. of course!! i haven seen the world yet, i haven save up enough money yet. there's alot of things i want to do with my friends!!
what im really fear is that, my aunt expect something to come out of this like what happened to her son. what happen to her son(my cousin) is a great thing la coz dia da dpt jodoh. alhamdulillah. btw, he's not getting younger anyway. BUT! i haven even turn 2o yet. im only 19 years 8 mths old! hiaz.
i think what i can only do is to listen to my dad. yes, dpt pahala tau. HAHA!
okay anyway, eh zak, did you saw any SHINee first album: AMIGO while you shop at Penang or not? ahh why is it so difficult to get that album. ah really, i should have kirim with my cousin who visit South Korea earlier this year. she went there never tell me ah. if not i go with her already..hehe like real..
cant wait to watch movie tmr. whee~
saranghae ♥
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