Saturday, May 26, 2007
everything seems to be so meaningless.
i try to bring up the courage in me but i cant. i feel helpless. so helpless. i may look happy,cheerful. but inside, i feel so miserable, downcast. its like im running away from it. yes, im running away,walking away..whatever.
i shouldnt have added you in friendster. i shoudnt have chat with you. i REALLY wish i can turn the clock around so that i will not know you at all, dont know your name, dont know everything about you. AHH. you give me some kind of weird feelings whenever i see you. and please dont do that. i dont know whether i should smile at you or look away. can i just erase you from my memory? so that i dont know you. can? -ok, lame haha-
done.
saranghae ♥
9:41 PM
